Pain

Pain
Pain over here pain over there
Pain in my heart pain in my soul
Pain in my mind
Pain in my skin pain in my bones

Pain being caused left and right
Pain being caused till the heart bleeds red
Pain being caused till the skin and bone rip
Pain being caused till you break into tears

Pain at school
Pain at home
Pain in my head, pain in my heart
Pain in my mind, pain in my soul

Pain happening in my sleep
Pain happening in my thoughts
Pain happening when I’m alone
Pain happening in the shower, in my room, in my bed, in my house where I’m all alone
Pain happening every hour, every minute, every second of my life

Pain caused by anger and hate
Pain caused by hurt
Pain caused by greed
Pain caused by sorrow and depression
Pain caused by grief and confusion

Pain caused by your family and friends
Pain caused by the world
Pain caused by people you love

Being alive makes a person sensitive to the world, I always feel everything that touches my emotions: love, hate, happiness, sadness, and even pain itself! But ending it for good is not reasonable at all, let destiny takes care of it!

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Aku bersyukur ketika diizinkan mengalami kegagalan,

Aku bersyukur ketika aku boleh merasakan kegagalan,

Aku bersyukur ketika aku bisa belajar dari setiap kegagalanku,

Aku bersyukur ketika aku sadar apa yang aku butuhkan di saat aku gagal,

Dan aku bersyukur ketika aku ingat Tuhan di saat aku gagal.

Dan ampunilah..

Tuhan..
dalam kelemahanku, aku berdoa,
dalam ketakutanku, aku memanggil,
dalam kesusahanku, aku berharap,
dalam kesedihanku, aku berpasrah diri,
dalam kesesakan, aku menangis,
dalam kerinduanku, aku bernyanyi,
dalam kesalahanku, aku menyesal.

Tuhan..
Engkau tahu kelemahanku,
Engkau tahu ketakutanku,
Engkau tahu kesusahanku,
Engkau tahu kesedihanku,
Engkau tahu kesesakanku,
Engkau tahu kerinduanku,
Engkau tahu kesalahanku.

Tuhan,
Kalau boleh..
Aku mau meninggalkan kelemahanku,
Melepaskan ketakutanku,
Melupakan kesusahanku,
Menyudahi kesedihanku,
Menahan kesesakanku
Menyampaikan kerinduanku,
Memperbaiki kesalahanku.

Tuhan,
Dan ampunilah aku
Jangan biarkan aku lemah,
Jangan biarkan aku takut,
Jangan biarkan aku susah,
Jangan biarkan aku sedih,
Jangan biarkan aku salah,

Tuhan,
Dan ampunilah aku