Happy B'day Mas Willy

Dear Mas Willy,
You treat each moment as Gift from God-
live life to the hilt,
Love those around you,
And others see it‚
feel it… pick up on it.
You spread good vibes.
Live your truth.
That's way, I am happy to know you,
So happy to celebrate another great year,
of wise and wonderfull you.
Happy Birthday!



PS : Mas Will, Raja Melayu memang nikmat..
slurururrppppp
hihiiiii



Love ya'
Poppy

Pain

Pain
Pain over here pain over there
Pain in my heart pain in my soul
Pain in my mind
Pain in my skin pain in my bones

Pain being caused left and right
Pain being caused till the heart bleeds red
Pain being caused till the skin and bone rip
Pain being caused till you break into tears

Pain at school
Pain at home
Pain in my head, pain in my heart
Pain in my mind, pain in my soul

Pain happening in my sleep
Pain happening in my thoughts
Pain happening when I’m alone
Pain happening in the shower, in my room, in my bed, in my house where I’m all alone
Pain happening every hour, every minute, every second of my life

Pain caused by anger and hate
Pain caused by hurt
Pain caused by greed
Pain caused by sorrow and depression
Pain caused by grief and confusion

Pain caused by your family and friends
Pain caused by the world
Pain caused by people you love

Being alive makes a person sensitive to the world, I always feel everything that touches my emotions: love, hate, happiness, sadness, and even pain itself! But ending it for good is not reasonable at all, let destiny takes care of it!

Dear Hon,

Dear Hon,

Sampai hari ini, aku masih menangis, dan masih meringis juga mengingat semua jawaban doa yang yang lama kita nanti dan cukup membuat kita frustasi, hehehehee. Kalau aja situs2 itu bisa melihat siapa pengunjung terbanyaknya, mungkin aku ada diurutan pertama, hehehee. Rasanya hampir ga percaya sama sekali, disaat kita benar2 sudah bosan, malas, merasa sia2, dan mulai tidak berharap, dan akhirnya semuanya bisa berubah seketika.

Ini memang belum jawaban akhir yang kita harapkan, tapi peristiwa dua hari ini harusnya membuat kita lebih banyak belajar dan bersyukur. Dan tentunya belajar menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik. Semua yang pernah kita bicarakan mulai membuahkan hasil, satu demi satu. Kalau Dia saja bisa bersabar melihat kita untuk terus berubah menjadi lebih baik, harusnya kita juga bisa lebih bersabar menanti setiap pekerjaanNya buat kita.

Semoga kamu juga lebih semangat dan tetap bersabar ya! Sikap kamu yang terlihat lebih tenang, banyak mengingatkanku, bahwa semua ada waktunya. Tetaplah jadi pribadi yang rendah hati. Dan jadilah orang yang lebih percaya diri. Kamu punya kelebihan lebih dari apa yang kamu pikirkan. Jangan takut! Lakukanlah yang terbaik, nanti Dia yang akan menyempurnakan bagianmu.

Oh ya, sekarang aku juga udah ga mikirin, mana yang lebih baik, mana yang harus dipilih.. Apapun yang akan diberikan pada akhirnya nanti, adalah yang terbaik buat kamu, dan semoga buat masa depan yang kita harapkan. Jangan lupa berdoa, doakan aku juga ya, pengen dapat nilai bagus lagi, hikskkskss..

Hmmm, apa lagi ya? Cepat pulang deh, tugasku banyak banget, need your help!!! dan satu lagi diriku sudah merindu sangat, wkwkkwkkww. Dah ya, aku mau nonton F1. Sukses buat besok, lusa, lusanya lagi dan hari2 berikutnya.

Luv U

Poppy

Everything Has Its Time

Sampai tadi pembicaraanku dengan Ciskus di telepon berakhir, istilah "Everything Has Its Time" masih berputar2 disekitar pikiranku. Sikap Ciskus yang begitu tenang menanti bagiannya, menanti waktunya, membuat hati ini sedikit tertegur. Dan tema ini juga menjadi kotbah yang dibawakan Pak Yahya tadi pagi.

Selama ini kita selalu berpikir kalau "berkat" itu identik dengan "kelimpahan", "sukacita", ternyata berkat bukan cuma sekedar itu. "Berkat" harusnya dimaknai sebagai kehendak Allah bukan kehendak kita sebagai manusia. Pikiran yang salah tentang makna "berkat" membuat kita sering kehilangan kesabaran menantikan waktu, dan sering mengeluh kalau doa tak kunjung dijawab (menurut pikiran kita-red).

Taken from Ecclesiastes 3 : 1-14; 18-22

1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:

2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

9 What does the worker gain from his toil? 10 I have seen the burden God has laid on men. 11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. 12 I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. 13 That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil—this is the gift of God.

14 I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that men will revere Him.

15 Whatever is has already been,
and what will be has been before;
and God will call the past to account.

18 I also thought, “As for men, God tests them so that they may see that they are like the animals. 19 Man’s fate is like that of the animals; the same fate awaits them both: As one dies, so dies the other. All have the same breath [b] ; man has no advantage over the animal. Everything is meaningless. 20 All go to the same place; all come from dust, and to dust all return. 21 Who knows if the spirit of man rises upward and if the spirit of the animal [c] goes down into the earth?”

22 So I saw that there is nothing better for a man than to enjoy his work, because that is his lot. For who can bring him to see what will happen after him?